“DEAR MY LOVELY FRIEND, I HOPE ALL IS WELL WITH YOU. COVID-19 HAS CREATED A NEW LIFE FOR ALL …”

DEAR MY LOVELY FRIEND, I HOPE ALL IS WELL WITH YOU. COVID-19 HAS CREATED A NEW LIFE FOR ALL OF US EH ? I AM GOING CRAZY FROM STAYING INSIDE, ESPECIALLY SINCE I LOVE SUMMER SO MUCH BUT I AM GENERALLY DOING OKAY. THERE IS ONE THING I AM STRUGGLING WITH PERTAINING TO THE PANDEMIC AND THAT THING IS LONELINESS. BEING LONELY IS SOMETHING EVERYONE CAN ATTEST TO FEELING. BUT IT'S LIKE AMPLIFIED NOW. I WISH PEOPLE COULD RELATE TD HOW ATTENTION MEANS THE WORLD TO ME. I KNOW THAT LIFE CAN BE HECTIC. Everyone has their own lives and things But what about me? Will everyone only miss me when I'm gone? Will I only matter in the past and not the present? I think that I will always yearn for people. I will always feel alone. I Will always be by myself, in my head, no matter what anyone says. And that's really difficult for me to digest. But I have been coping. Exercising has been helping a lot. I've been making gains. It helps a lot with my racing thoughts. I have been focusing a lot on my well being in respect to others. I no longer want to neglect me. I am worthy of self-love. I am worthy of self-care. I am worthy enough to take care of myself. I love myself and I hope that you love yourself too. Good luck out there and be safe. I love you. SIGNED, YOUR BUDDY