“This is my crap letter to put down all the things you did and feeling on me, I have been…”

This is my crap letter to put down all the things you did and feeling on me, I have been graduated from high school for three years and your relationship is still as abusive and controlling as it was when I was a kid. Why would you let your anger build up to the point of anger and you physically abusing mom and making them stand there frozen and being scared and hearing mom begging to call 911! Why should it be the child that has to get involved and fear for her life until the cops came? I didn’t feel safe and then expected to go to school and act like nothing is wrong. It's pretty sad that Paul has to fix all of the damage that you have done. He’s stepped into the role that you were supposed to be - the dad since the day that mom gave birth to me. What changed so drastically that you do this to our family? Why would you let your anger build up to the point of anger and you physically abusing mom and making them stand there frozen and being scared and hearing mom begging to call 911! Why should it be the child that has to get involved and fear for her life until the cops came I didn’t feel safe and then expected to go to school and act like nothing was wrong. Why was it that mom had to put 3 extra locks and a chain across our door because you snuck into the house? Why was it you used to get me out of bed at 1 or 2 A.M. because you wanted to catch mom cheating? Why was it okay for you to leave me alone?