Dear Friend, These days have been very hard for me financially. I have been struggling with food and paying bills. I have not been doing well because I left my job before the COVID-19 crisis came about. I had taken a part-time gig but that does not help much with the bills. So I have been feeling like I am drowning. I am slowly drowning a slow depressing slump. I get very depressed that our government will not pull together to help me and the rest of the American people out of their depression. I feel like this will just keep getting worse. I am afraid as well because I do not have a strong heart. If I get sick with this virus, then I will surely die. I am too young to die, plus I lost my brother this year. This will hurt my mom if I die too. Well please forgive the ranting, I needed to. Your Friend.