“My Dear Ex-Boyfriend Who Showed Me Love, My dear. I don’t know how you feel. But was this all just…”

My Dear Ex-Boyfriend Who Showed Me Love, My dear. I don’t know how you feel. But was this all just a game? A bet between you and your friends? Was I really yours? I’m sorry for the inappropriate things I said. I should’ve watched my tongue. I was mad at you. Mad at me. How could I fall in love so quickly? This is not your fault. I was blessed to have you on my side. A two-man band brought us together. I am thankful that I could get a taste of love. Romance. But it was too short. My dear, I missed you so much I cried. I wanted you back. Six months or one year, I don’t remember. My heart needed to heal. I feel free, but somehow incomplete. My dear, don’t get angry but I needed someone in my life again. Maybe you don’t even care about my words. You moved on. Change your style, cut and dyed your hair, that’s fine. I am wishing you all the best. And I hope that you are still here. If you decide to shorten your life, that’s fine. I accept that. I had moments where I wanted to leave. But I am fine now. Still in pain but not because of you, don’t worry. We probably won’t meet again. That’s sad but this is life. To end this letter, I want you to know… Thank you. Thank you for your love my dear. Thank you for calling me yours. Stay alive my friend. Don’t get buried under the tree. Sincerely, Anonymous.