“How are you doing? I hope you are fine. I'm thinking about you all the time. Not a day passes by…”

How are you doing? I hope you are fine. I'm thinking about you all the time. Not a day passes by without you in my mind. But, I'm not worried sick about you like I used to anymore, because I know you can take care of yourself, and because you got a new man taking care of you now, right? I wonder why are you hiding him from me that much? I'm not dumb. I understand he's not that good looking, but don't you pity him, you don't even post his photo on your Instagram. Yeah, I know about him from your friends, yet, when I asked you, you said you got no one there. Is this because all the flowers - you don't want me to stop sending those to you? I am sorry that I have to stay here. But, you are the one who said you can't stand long-distance relationships. So I stopped trying to be more than a friend. But, then, yet, you asked me to wait, to be patient. For what? when I got news about you flirting and doing all that behind me, I just thought, she did that to make me jealous. I told myself that was all an act because you just wanted to see how I would react, because you knew, I would know all about it even though we are far apart. But, I think I'm just being delusional. I really do love you, And I want us in the future together. I told you I will not stay here forever. So, if you do love me, tell me, let me know. And stop that silly act. And you better be quick, because I'm tired of fooling myself here. I'm going to stop sending those birthday cards, flowers. I'm going to stop "harassing" you on Instagram or anywhere I can, I am going to stop unless you really do something about us. It's not hard nowadays, my love. You know how I am when I get passionate about my work, right? I hope whatever your choice is, you will be happy with it. With Love