“Dear, Bobby, Sorry I am expressing how I feel with the pain I have and everything else. I am a…”

Dear, Bobby, Sorry I am expressing how I feel with the pain I have and everything else. I am a writer at heart but that's not the point ... And I understand that we are not one anymore and if you want me to step back or anything let me know .. and I am sorry that you are going thought a lot right now and I am trying my best not to let it get to me but it is .. so ya... Me writing about everything is helping me a lot and I hope that if I do move on one day that you are happy for me. But until then I need give my best fight to rid myself from this pain.