“Dear Best Friend, Girl, I am currently in a mess. Basically, long story short, I've found myself…”

Dear Best Friend, Girl, I am currently in a mess. Basically, long story short, I've found myself in a love triangle. I guess you could call it that. Remember the guy I was dating and we broke up in April? Well... he came back (they always do), and we started talking and have plans on dating again. The problem is, I've recently started an "entanglement", with a guy who I've known for a while, and who I always friend-zoned. Today, well no yesterday (because I am writing this at 2:21 am), I went on a date with the guy (not the old flame). And well... it was fun! I had a great time. However, I feel like I am kind of cheating because my old flame who I am about to be dating again (thinks I am just romantically entertaining him!), Fast forward after the date with new flame, I get home and new flame calls me, he is so happy he got to see me and he was basically gushing about seeing me yesterday. After an hour of talking to him on the phone, guess who called? EX (old) Flame! Old flame was trying to face-time me and gave up after the fourth ring. Because I was getting bored of new flame's excitement and cheerfulness about the date red yesterday, I told him YOU were calling me and it was an emergency... I KNOW I am terrible… So old new flame says okay and goodnight because he thinks you called me, and I hang up and face-time Old flame! I feel like the whore of Babylon. Old flame asked me what I did yesterday and I lied and told him I worked all day and babysat my little brother after. Wow I can't even… what is worse is, I feel excited doing this! I feel so powerful. By the way, I did not tell you this because I am afraid of consequences. I have no idea how this is going to end, but whatever happens happens. Love, your chogie. ❤️