“Dear Man that I adore, You have been on my mind for quite some time now, and it's been getting…”

Dear Man that I adore, You have been on my mind for quite some time now, and it's been getting harder each day to forget about you. I have known you for close to six years now. As more time passes, the more I fall deeper in love with you. Sometimes, it is very hard for me to express myself. Whenever I talk to you, I get flustered. Whenever I talk about you to someone else, I get tongue-tied. You make my heart jump every time I see you. It's crazy that you are oblivious to the effect you have on me. However, it's understandable. Your eyes aren't focused on me; they are on someone else... and that's okay. Our friendship means the world to me, but sometimes... sometimes, I wish you could look at me once the same way you do to "her." My friends said you used to look at me the same way in the past, but I just couldn't see it. If that was the case, then I definitely blew a chance with you. But, I will tell you this: If I get another chance, I won't let it slip away. I want to love you the way you should be loved, and hopefully, you can do the same in return. Until then, I'll happily remain a great friend to you like you have always been to me. You will always have a place in my heart. ❤️, a patient friend