“Dear People Who I Can’t understand, I feel like I have to make an effort to get to know …”

Dear People Who I Can’t understand, I feel like I have to make an effort to get to know you, but in reality Just want to deny you. Maybe it’s my brain telling me to back off, this dangerous feeling, or it’s just me running away from myself. In this world, everyone strives to understand themselves and the person they loved, but when that connection breaks there is nothing left to save. You are that connection. The people I can’t seem to see through, you. It’s scares me. To see that kind of person really exist. Maybe it’s your personality or the way you think, I just can’t seem to figure you out. I have a very intuitive mind so when I choose to I can manipulate you into doing what I want. But the more I see, the more I interact, the lesser I think - you just become more mysterious. I love to figure you out. To break down the wall you have built. I don’t know if I can do it though. At the same time you pull me in, my brain also rejects you. Sometimes in a blur of a moment, I feel like you are my biggest fear, the puzzle I will never solve, so I run. I try to, I did, by my efforts are futile. Like putting more water into a leaking bottle. Our values, standards, beliefs, and thoughts are too different to be on the same level. Having said that I sill like a good challenge here and there so keep being what you are. Sincerely, Anonymous